in the end, since you aren't able to express your feelings; talk to the one and only spirit that will listen. God =]. its his job. if that person takes your feelings for granted, they dont want to listen or could care less? that is their loss, because somebody WILL listen. they are the one's missing out. words are knowledge, some people don't realize that you can learn from others worries, others problems and experiences. so let them be blind. God will listen.